Thursday, August 27, 2009

was already in a semi-depressed mood today when i came across something that hurt me really bad. it was super insensitive of the person and i felt really upset. i know i can't, so can you fucking stop rubbing it in my face can you? was already close to tears when that person successfully pushed to my tipping point.
i guess it was a good thing that the guys were all talking/joking with me so i felt a bit better. seriously crummy mood though. axel keeps making teasing remarks which is probably gonna get him killed when i'm in a good mood but i'm just happy to be distracted from the unhappy matter.

i don't know why
i keep hanging around
for the eventual heartbreak.
every time i say i'm leaving,
you say all the right things
to make me stay.
i'm a fool to love you.

what we could have been, 6:48 pm.